BRAD Welsh knew what made him the man he was. And he did not like it.

Just a few months before he was gunned down on his Edinburgh doorstep, the 48-year-old gym owner matter-of-factly rehearsed both his history of violence and crime and how he had left that life behind.

Speaking to podcaster James English, Mr Welsh described a youth spread between serious international boxing, football casual violence and gangsterism.

“I am quite fortunate,” he told Mr English. “I have the experience of being brought up with something that is real, as opposed to kids today who have got social media. We were brought up in a generation in the 1980s when you went to the football, living.”

The trouble? “It was born out of frustration, out of Thatchers’ society.”

Mr Welsh was young, just 13, when he got in to football violence following Hibs. But he used is boxing training. “I gained a bit of a reputation around Scotland,” he explained.” I am not proud of the levels of violence. And then came the real crime.

“At seventeen-eighteen I was involved in clubs and protection rackets and firearms and extortion and stuff like that,” he said. “I am not proud of that, of course I am not.” His criminal career, he said, ended after a High Court conviction and a spell in jail.

The reputation has haunted him ever since, even as he focused on community work. “For 20 years, for 25 years, I’ve been doing nothing but good,” he said, making quotation signs with his fingers as he name-checked himself. “All my life I have been blighted with ‘Brad Welsh’, ‘Brad Welsh’, ‘Brad Welsh’, because I was a young boy who was predacious.”